Where Do I Go?

This time I’ll make it, yes I know it wasn’t easy,
but going on I must.
Another year has come and gone.
Fall grasps the hand of winter as spring waits its turn
to present summer and all its beauty.

Who told you going on was useless,
and who are they anyway!
Wishing, waiting or putting it off another year
will be nothing more then it was the last time you past it by.
Believing it’s possible and achievable
has haunted me relentlessly
as I tuck my head with no reply.

Shall the twain ever meet, it’s up to me,
or should I simply give up
instead of doing what’s best for me.
Would it make a difference if I tried my best,
or to quickly surrender and give up?

“Ouch” and “oh I’m tired”
is said by boys with excuses,
but we know real men make changes.
Should I settle for what’s been told to me along the way,
or do what I know is the right thing to do and just do it.
Oh how easy it is to just give up,
besides, isn’t that what they say anyway?

Encourage me if you can,
or help me to design a plan,
no matter what’s said, no matter what I say.
So, tell me my brother, sister, family and friend,
what do I know and what will I do?

Peace in the name of Love sounds interesting to me.
Surviving on love alone won’t be enough,
for all what will make or break me.
Again and again I ask,
as they look waiting for my response,
as I say again,
which way do I go?