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The Soul of Dissatisfaction
Copyright © 2009
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- I’m discontent but it’s not yet winter,
- My vexation is not a winter rage,
- But a man made storm that deprives,
- The poetic life of spirit and age.
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- Every moment of every day is,
- Opportunity to be an artist,
- To live life completely to the fullest,
- To see a poem in every tree,
- To breathe love into life and accept,
- The breath it returns to you in its kiss.
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- But interrupted kisses are most foul,
- And life’s riddles are left unrequited,
- Or unmitigated quests unanswered,
- For the asking of who, what, where and why,
- Have as yet made demands on life to pry,
- And reveal we have looked just hard enough,
- Only to find we know we do not know,
- And think that means we need question no more,
- That we might slumber in our ignorance,
- Now explained and horribly accepted,
- On its terms despite our dreams of knowing,
- The secret of the meaning for all life.
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- So in dissent I did search for answers,
- To the age old riddle that plagues us all,
- From bottomless pits of the ocean’s depths,
- To summits atop mountain paths, I looked,
- I read old scrolls in dry ancient deserts,
- And meditated ’neath suns, moons and stars,
- Foregoing all worldly delectations,
- While participating in all their joys,
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- No secret was revealed to me in haste,
- I came to know the riddle of the beast,
- But more than that I found a way to tell,
- All who’d listen without need of a spell,
- And to fill ignorance’s empty cup,
- With knowledge of life’s only sane reason for existence,
- That I will now…
- I’m sorry, dissatisfactory as it is,
- I must stop,
- My three minutes are up.
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Poet’s Note:
As I reported in my blog,
the local Adelaide poetry reading society has decided to trial 3 minute
readings instead of 4 minutes.
I wasn’t happy about this and so last night I read a poem I wrote to show them
what they might miss if they adopt this policy.
Anyway, I thought you might like to read the poem. I had the poetry group
time-watcher deliberately interrupt me at the end where the ellipses (“...”)
are. I was pleasantly surprised by spontaneous cheers and applause at the end
of the reading. The poem itself I read in two voices alternating between
aggressive and lyrical for the best effect. It’s not an easy poem to read,
being more dramatic than is usual.
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